what’s there to say. i screwed up. i screwed up real bad. my best friend, one of the rare half decent people on planet earth, one of two people i could trust my life with. THE only friend that has ever given me a valuable piece of their wardrobe travelled half way around the world and i only saw them once. now it’s not his fault..god no. it was me. i am a useless friand that doesn’t deserve to have people like him in my life. even my mum had a go saying that if her best friend travelled all that way she would see them everyday even if she had no legs and lost her wheelchair andd had to drag herself (not really, slightly exaturated) the point is it’s all my fault and i feel like shit because of it. to add to my low credibility i was sick and was throwing up like nothing you’ve ever seen befrore. but that’s besides the point, it was my side of the deal to go visit him and i feel so greatly lost without a wall like him to lean against (pun inteanded).

So Andy if you’re out there reading this wondering if you should ever speak to me again, please accept my deepest most heartfelt apology.

luv anushka xoxo

(sniff sniff)

~ by ilovepaperclips on December 31, 2006.